(Source: memory-can-never-fade)

notestomyfutureboyfriend:

I hope you are prepared for the huge mess that I am. I hope you are prepared for me to be complicated and moody. I’m scared that you don’t exist. Im scared because no one ever takes the time to get to know me. Everyone I meet is only interested in shallow relationships. I can’t wait to be with…

notestomyfutureboyfriend:

Please be someone that I can be goofy with. Someone I can be comfortable around. Someone I can open up to. Someone I can stare at the stars with, pointing out different ones. Someone I can give all of my love to, and get it in return.

Someone I can share memories with. Someone I can MAKE…

Truth is…
Ai, you’re talking to yourself again, haha. I just don’t want you to step on the wrong path even though it’s tempting and only ONE move away, just don’t. Don’t do it, kay? I love you. Stay strong, you’ve been through alot. Thank God for where you are right now and remember to thank friends but mostly , family ♥

I feel like shit. I wanna start life all over again or at least just move somewhere new. New place, new people. People won’t know anything about you, your past, anything. Even though, I’m sastified with my life right now, I just wish I was somewhere new and even better. Moving schools, made me pretty happy but still I rather move out the area, maybe into a different state.

Not knowing how someone feels about you. Why? Because you are constantly worrying, constantly wondering about all the ‘signs’ the person gives you. This is why if you do happen to like someone, or feel something with someone then you should just straight up tell them. No mixed feelings. No keeping it all inside. Just tell them. No one likes being left alone wondering.